If you look for love this is so much more different than finding love.

Look vs find

A woman you see is attactive you look At a man you see he is attactive you look you want you desire.This is more of a lust look kinda relationship.

You find by chance you meet synchronicity leeds you to find this person this relationship to me would be a find not a look.

So you can look or you can find yet some just look and never find love.


Mortal Love

” All love that is dependent upon a thing when that thing is nullified so is the love.When love is not dependent upon a thing then it lasts forever.Which is love that is dependent upon a thing,this is the love Amnon and Tamar,And that which is not dependent upon a thing is the love of  David and Jonathan.

-Pirkei Avot 5:19

Many people real do not understand the real meaning around love it is based on attractions.

Yet if a love is based on being dependent on it will not last.Rather if a love is based on not being dependent on one another it was made to last is this then a mortal relationship between to and if so is this truly true love I would like to know?

Legend of the Pear of Love

Faraway in the mountains in Viya in ancient Nona if anyone found this they possesed imortal love.

Although the sparkling gem was cursed if someone possesed it.

A young lover possesed it and thought it would bring him joy yet he was doomed and lay dieing the young girl never gave up as she lay by her lovers side.

The Gods were moved by her purity as she clung by his side.

The Gods of Eros new this was pure love so they took a pearl mussel to protect them .Year after year the pearl cared for them and they broke the shakels of evil.

The pendent with the diamonds celebrated their testamony of immortal love.

I guess I never possed this necklace it just so happened I found it so I will recieve immortal love hmm everlasting love gotta love that!

Pearl of Love

Today my Mom thought we would discover the mysteries of our small community Libraries.

My new lease on life is to fill my life surrounding uplifting and positive view towards success and as I looked in the Libraries I found many books to surround me on a successful life .

Then I found some Prairie Wildlife bird books we love nature.

Then in one I found a gift a tiny necklace called the Love Pearl a necklace to make a wish plus it says you will have good health ,Happiness, Love,Wisdom,Wealth.

I was eager to make my wish I closed my eyes and discibed my wish and then I had troubles trying to figure how to get the pearl inside the necklace.

My daughter helped me I said to her we have to get the pearl inside or my wish will not come true. She was not as hopeful as I was I kinda am this optimistic woman that knows that all will come together even through the toughest hardship we are in.

On the back of the heart it says my wish will come true!

The pearl of love has granted my wish whoever put that gift of thoughtfulness in that little library is a mystery to me yet it was synchronicity and the universe that that moment at that time I received my gift from the heart from an unknown stranger.

Canadian Documentaries

Today I am researching David Suzuki and he founded the brilliant and very successful programming that was a success world wide called The Nature of Things.

Each week They created an influential program filled that presented many stories that surronded the understanding of the world of sciencetific programs that came alive and engaged many people world wide.

He is a very inspiring man !

Authenticity Talks

Just discoverd I could possibly do many different segamants and possibly documentaries highlighting Authenticity Talks and focusing on Canada and Authentic people places and stories beginning with my roots Saskatchewan then take the Documentaries to the nation each year highlighting different provinces.

Authenticity Talks Saskatchewan

Athenticity Talks Ontario

Authenticity Talks British Columbia

Authenticity Talks Manitoba

Authenticity Talks Quebec

Authenticity Talks Alberta

Authenticity Talks Novia Scotia

Authenticity Talks Newfoundland

Authenticity Talks Labrador

Authenticity Talks New Brunswick

Authenticity Talks Prince Edward Island

Authenticity Talks Yukon

Authenticity Talks Northwest Territories

Authenticity Talks Nunavut

Authenticity Talks  Iqaluit

Trust & Respect

Yesterday I was at the mall coming down the steps and two RCMP officers stopped in their tracks and then moved on .

Security was at the door .Outside the media were taking interviews.

As I read and from my experience with letters to the Royals , Prime Minister, Premier, Movie Stars Billionaires or in the Health District.Army Personal from Learning from the Fedral Government about strict proceedures and confidentiality.

As I read Peter Newman and he talks about an interview with Pierre Trudeau and something he never forgot was that he joked he would find out about every leak their was in the cabinet. Trudeau hardened and said that was against the Privy Council oath of Secrecy.

To me to do an interview is about to gain trust confidence and also be very cautious of confidential matters.

A while back a reporter did an interview with me and he told me I was a natural in frount of the camera. Yet one thing I will never forget to this day is he gained my trust and confidence in some very touchy matters.Which when I look at the interview he did he displayed me as being confident and at one point I did get nervous and he edited this.That to me is an act of kindness and respect when telling stories to the public.

I guess for me to tell Authentic stories is to do this with an unbiased opinions and also respect and much dignity for the person who I am interviewing.Making them feel comfortable at ease.I am not the type to do an interview when we are standing

When I host Authenticity it is about comfort respect dignity of the person I am interviewing and serving Authenticity on a silver platter with the white glove treatment to viewers.


Fresh Start

I just applied for a job in Toronto and I know if things are meant to be they will all work out just fine.

Some how my kids will be okay and my mom .

It would be a new opportunity to really put my foot in the door for my career and is a one year contract.

Which could I hope lead me back to my roots.

If there is an opportunity that come knocking here in Saskatchewan then that will be my first choice.

Yet sometimes you have to get your foot in the door to get to where you want to go in life.

I believe that what I have been working on is an amazing concept I just need that fresh start to move forward!

Where To Begin?

Today I found a cheque payable to New Creation years back I wrote I had no idea how this cheque got into this book and who had my book which is just so odd to me!

Yet new creation is new life.I have been getting so many offers to apply for jobs in Toronto.

Yet my thoughts are my family and my past life journey if I was to take a position in Toronto I would want to make sure my family was safe and were able to have our home. As they all together just barely make enough to get by.

Then if I go to Toronto I would want to walk to work right down town yet I how do MP live in Ottawa and have and maintained their home in Regina.

As Regina is home and will always be.

Yet if I got an offer of a life time I would prefer to stay here.

I know it would be a very good opportunity to meet with some prestigious peoples yet we have many here too and so many Authentic people to interview.

I know a perfect place to host a program I think it belongs to CBC and the Government in the studio on college and Broad.I have been on two tours of this studio.If I had my way that’s where I would be.I really don’t want to go to Toronto I sure Don’t want to live in LA.

How does one open doors to the studio I know is meant just for me to tell Authentic stories of real people as know one can serve Authenticity like me?


New Creation

The other day we went to the local Library the small one I found a book this one Heros by Peter Newman.My Mom said something about the book by Peter Newman a most Canadian esteemed author and journalist. So I picked it up yet the odest thing is someone had a book mark and the book mark was my very old cheque written back in 1983 it said New Creation. I bought something for 274.00 was dating an RCMP working directly with Trudeau at the time I got to go behind the scenes of politics then.What an experience it was.I wonder if New Creation is still there and why on earth someone had my very old cheque? A mystery to me!